May 18, 2008
my hair looked cute this morning

my hair looked cute this morning

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May 17, 2008
my friday night in black and white

my friday night in black and white

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May 15, 2008
“ You’re way better than gay porn
Mike •
May 13, 2008
cameronchristopher: barr: butterflyeffect: desaturated: PHD Comics: Vicious Cycle some people just know it all  This is seriously what I do.  I know everyone says that, but like, at least 4 nights a week. Pretty much how I’m feeling right now, oh well. Today is the last day.

cameronchristopher:

barr:

butterflyeffect:

desaturated:

PHD Comics: Vicious Cycle

some people just know it all

 This is seriously what I do.  I know everyone says that, but like, at least 4 nights a week.

Pretty much how I’m feeling right now, oh well. Today is the last day.

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May 11, 2008
small change makes a big impact?

small change makes a big impact?

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May 10, 2008
“ Yeah. And I’m not talking Tiger Woods brand, I’m talking 4th Ming Dynasty Asians
Mike, describing the Asians he partied with last night, with what is probably to only thing that will make me laugh all day. •
May 8, 2008
“ You know you’re too pretty for him right?
Taryn, as Whats His Face said bye to me at the Hookah Bar. •
May 7, 2008

I Know This is Belated....

So Chris is going to be moving to Denver soon. I don’t know why, but I’ve been thinking about him a lot. Nothing good, just about how he broke my heart, more like he broke me. I always trusted him more than anyone. I put all my faith in him because I thought it was safe, then he just disappeared; I really lost everything with him. He was my best friend and I loved him so much, on so many different levels. Today when I got in the car the first song that came on was “I’m Like a Lawyer…” by Fall Out Boy, Chris said he thought of me everytime he heard that song

“We’re the new face of failure
Prettier and younger but not any better off
Bullet proof loneliness
At best, at best

Me and you
Setting in a honeymoon
If I woke up next to you”

The next song that came on was “Time and Confusion” by Anberlin. I always think of him when I hear that song.

“when memories fade
we’ve got each other
when time and confusion collide
singin’ i hold it all when i hold you
when friends walk other ways
we’ve got each other
i hold it all when i hold “

The last song that came on before I finally got freaked out and turned the radio on was “Grenade Jumper” by Fall Out Boy

“Hey Chris, you were our only friend.
And I know this is belated, we love you back.”

I hope it’s not a sign that he’s coming back in my life, because I can’t stand to see him go one more time.

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May 6, 2008

i’m so fucking sick of being in this house.

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“ A liberated woman is one who has sex before marriage and a job after.
Gloria Steinem (via enquotations) •